This morning, starting around 4am, I was having a horrible time sleeping. It was one of those things where you wake up for no reason, you get up to go to the bathroom, just because you might as well, and your mind is whirling at about 100 miles per an hour.

I was thinking about how I was feeling, how've I've felt, things that have happened, poetry, phrases of poertry, parts of entries I could make, things I wanted to say or do, how I want to feel, what I need, what I want to get done with the house., what we need to do ... the list goes on and on. There was just no getting away from it or shutting it off either. It kept me up til about 6:00am or later, when joe got up to strat getting ready for work. Apparently the quiet sounds he makes in the morning while getting ready (long with my goodbye hug and kiss) were soothing enough for me to pass out for another few hours. Til I heard Joes sis leave for work, then the thumping and pattering around of Dev which made me decide to just get out of bed... and if need be I can take a nap later.

I was proud of myself yesterday, I got nearly everything done. (minus devs room and laundry folding). I have my list of things for today. The first "to do" is my homework.

*Ywns* *in sleepy voice* Gawd I'm so exhausted. cant wait for nap time ;-)