good morning boys & girls... I'd like to introduce your new word of the day... ready? Frustration.... ok class, say it with me now... frrruuusssstrrraaaaaaation. very good!

UGG!!!.. Either I've really bitten off more than I can chew for classes & school.. or my threshold is just dropping.

either way it doesnt matter.. I dont have my schoolwork done.. & I dont have mych of a desire to do it either. I hate struggling with trying to come up with new ideas for these projects. I'm burnt out! & I still have a year left to go!!! FUCK!!

I'm seriously thinking about dropping two of my classes for this term... of course this means a cut in my va check... but.. what about my sanity and happiness?

the only thing I'm actually looking forward too "short term" are several movies that dont come out til novemeber & december!!!

I want to have time to be able to volunteer once a week in devs class. & I havent been able to to do it even once yet!!!

I'm extremely sick of the routine I have.. & need a change.

& I need it now.

I just dont think I have the energy to do what I need to finish up.
Mood: blah