yes.. thats me a BIIIIG baby... Why? Cause I hurt hella bad and am freaking tired...I had plans on going and hangin out With karen tonight have dinner then hang out in the hot tub... dinner can happen.. but NO hottubbing... not for me.. nuh uh... I dont want to move right now.

The deep aching throbbing in the lower half of my stomach is almost nausiating.

and NOW... Because of the whole cramping mess thats happening... I'm craving freaking red meat BAAAD.. I made myself some medrare burgers patties... and scarfed them down like there was no tomorrow (with some steak sauce... nothing else.. justs the patty) I ate the too fast me thinks... cause ugg... that part of my tummy hurts too.

I'm sooo tired.. I NEEED to sleep... the first few days always wipe me out on my ass...

I'm seeing a new devleoping trend also beginning to start around my cycle... Migranes... yes.. as if I havent been getting them frequently enough on their own... I am now starting to get them along with this wonderful time of extreme dicomfort.

WAAAAHH lol.. ok I feel betters venting all that out... like I said in the title.. I'm SUCH a baby... I feel soo annoyingly whiney and things... Hell I dont even want to be around me!!! LOL.. that not good.

Goes to curl up in a fetal position wanting to just sleep the aches, pain and moodiness away.