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So a lil about me....I'm married to my high school sweetheart, and now have three sons, Devon, Thalen, Dadrin (Dade)and a little girl, Celestine
I'm also a Freelance Graphic Designer & Illustrator. I LOVE my work. :-)
Well... lets see what else? I'm Hella shy, til I get to know the person, then I'm chattier than hell. I'm always willing to make new friends, but am a bit particular about which friends I get close too and keep in my life for the long haul.
I think I'm in a hangout mode in my life right now, occasional parties are GREAT, but I like to just kick back, have a nice toasty warm beverage, coffee, tea, hot coco (with marshmallows of course!)and hangout with my friends.
I want to CRY.... I want to SCREAM
2004-07-30 - 4:43 p.m.
Mood: Warning I'm EXTREMLY overly emotional at the moment. and right now I've wandered into a slightly dark place. dont worry.. it wont last long
too many people, too many words. too many feelings and emotions. I wanna scream and slam my fist into something as much as i want to just lay curled up into a ball and cry.
Love, doubt, happiness anger,guilt, confusion... I've had my morals and my very self questioned so many times that I find myself sitting here in the middle of this vast ocean that has the plugg pulled creating theis huge whirl pool that I'm being sucked into.... I have a choice.. many ropes lay dangling in the air above me... which do I choose? which is right? can I make the decision in time before I am sucked drowned into the spinning nothingness?
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